tired nights - two angry posts in a row. this was from a few weeks ago

Doug is in Oklahoma for a few days and last night I could not sleep.  Like at all.  So I decided to catch up on the walking dead season 5 and ended up staying up until 2am watching the 4 first episodes. And it was awesome and fun but now I am tired.  As usual putting the kids to bed is a total nightmare.  we are getting better but some nights they just hang on and hang on and keep talking and calling me and I end up getting mad and it ends not great.

tonight was almost that.  everything was going on way, way too long and I just wanted to lay down and sleep.  As I was listening, I heard penny start to sing.  Doe a dear a female dear. Ray a drop of golden sun. Me a name I call myself. Far a long, long way to run! He kept on singing the whole song all pretty and quiet.  I totally felt bad for getting mad at them.